“The hardest part has definitely been that I can’t see people I used to see or just do simple things like having coffee with my friends or anything. I just feel as if I do the same s**t everyday and I’m so so tired of it.” Exhausted after another strenuous working day, Victoria Tomkins is a 20-year-old student nurse assisting on the front line at Gloucestershire Royal Hospital during the pandemic. Working harder than ever before whilst we’re stuck at home, she makes it to her bed after a 13 hour shift and all she can wish for is a Netflix binge.
Student nurses have never had it easy. Unpaid internships, long work hours and a high-stress environment during the best of times, but now add COVID-19 to that list and it becomes even harder to imagine what they are going through. “A normal day is waking up early, going to work for 8 to 13 hours- it really depends on the situation- and then coming home to shower, everyday.” Without being paid (except for only third year students recently) student nurses also miss out on insurance, despite the high risk of catching COVID on the wards.

The pressure to keep working as positive cases are on their highest rise yet adds more challenges for hospital staff. Even before the pandemic overwhelmed the NHS, Victoria had difficult experiences she’ll never forget. She takes a moment to look back at one incident which has never left her thoughts, “a memory that will stick with me is the face of my elderly patient that almost went into cardiac arrest. Just the look in her eyes made me feel terrified for her as I could tell she was in pain and wasn’t ready to go.”

A stream of support has been shared for student nurses online during the recent lockdown. Thousands of Twitter users have expressed their gratitude and admiration, as well as calling for paid internships to be put into place.
The online support has touched Victoria, saying “I feel pretty appreciated.” However, that’s not all that matters to her, “Sometime on the phone, my patients families tell me how much they appreciate the care we are giving. But I’m not worried or bothered if anyone appreciates me, I’m doing it for myself and my patients, not for appreciation from others.”
Victoria is holding on for better days as she makes plans for the day COVID is no more, “the first thing I’ll do is book time off and relax!” Let’s hope that day comes sooner than later, but for now, Victoria keeps working to keep us all safe.